Thursday, October 7, 2010

Trust In God To Still The Storm...

I had a weekend away with my grandson and my husband.  We were amazed at how fast our Alaka'i has grown.  His faith in God is just a matter of fact.  When we read the Bible together he will tell me "They should have just talked to God.  He would help them"  I asked him if he thought that the Lord could handle any problem and he just looked at me like of course He can Grandma He is the Lord God!  He didn't even pause.  It was just a matter of fact.  I love that pure faith that God will take care of all of our needs, wants, desires, our cares.
  7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you. 1Peter 5:70
He really does care for us with great love and concern.  The older I get the more I see the great love that God has for us in my own family.  I am watching as each one of my family members are finding Jesus as their personal Savior. They are reading the Word of God and it just makes my heart sing with joy in the Lord!


When I was diagnosed with cancer, there was that little voice in my head that told me that it was all over.  That lung cancer was almost always a death sentence. However, my spiritual side refused to accept the cancer as that and I fell to my knees.  I knew that God loved me very much and I lay on the floor weeping in His presence.  He was with me through each phase of this insidious disease.  He told me before my surgery that "The Breath of Heaven was holding me in His arms". He showed me after surgery that He was in control of every single solitary part of my life first by the fact that even though I had small cell (the most aggressive and fastest spreading cancer cells) and non small cell cancer that it never moved or spread.  My lymph nodes had no cancer, my brain had no cancer, and my bones had no cancer.  He was letting me know to trust in Him and everything was going to be fine.


He was with me through chemo therapy.  Sometimes while waiting to go in my room to begin my therapy He would bring me in contact with other people that had cancer as well.  He gave me the great opportunity to be able to share His love with them.  He showed me in my own life that when God meets cancer, well cancer just doesn't have a chance.  I would hear my grandson's voice when I would panic saying "Peace be still"  It is from one of his favorite Bible stories where Jesus stills the water during a storm and a great calm comes over everyone with that perfect peace that only the Lord can gives us and remember the only time Peter started to sink in the water, was when he took his eyes off of Jesus.  Keep your eyes always on the Lord Jesus.  He will keep you in that perfect peace.
39And He arose and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, Hush now! Be still (muzzled)! And the wind ceased ([a]sank to rest as if exhausted by its beating) and there was [immediately] a great calm ([b]a perfect peacefulness). Mark 4:39  Amplified Bible
I believe that the greatest love we will ever experience in our life is our personal relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ.  He has filled me with a love that I have found no where else.  I know love.  I have great marriage in fact this Tuesday Peter and I will celebrate our 32nd wedding anniversary!  I have had the great experience of bringing children into this world and last but not least I was able to be present at the birth of  my two grandchildren.  In the world they are all considered milestones in a well lived life.  I am here to tell you nobody can love you or fill you with joy like the Lord Jesus Christ.  I love to take refuge in Him, rejoice in Him and sing praises to Him.
11But let all those who take refuge and put their trust in You rejoice; let them ever sing and shout for joy, because You make a covering over them and defend them; let those also who love Your name be joyful in You and be in high spirits.  Psalm 5:11 Amplified Bible
If you haven't experienced the greatest love in the universe, ask Jesus Christ into your heart as your personal savior.  I promise you that you will never regret it.  He will never leave you or forsake you.  He will love you like you have never been loved before and He will calm every storm that rages inside of you.  He will forgive all of your sins and wash you clean in His blood.  Growing up Catholic I knew of Jesus Christ.  They however, never taught me how to have a loving relationship with my Savior.  If they only knew what they were missing!


 I believe with all that is within me that Jesus is coming soon. I want everyone to be ready for that trumpet's sound and for the rapture.  I believe that it could happen at anytime. Please feel free to comment and share your experiences with God.  This is day the Lord has made!  Let us rejoice and be glad in it!

18 comments:

Hi love, Mathilda here. It has been too long. I've meant to set up a tumblr but my foyln zikh (lazy) nephew has yet to come and help me. My own children are tumblr ignorant as they are in their 40s now.

Firstly how precious time with one's grandchildren can be. I bet you cherished every moment alone with your grandson, he sounds like quite the mensch.

As a relatively new person to believing in Yeshua, I like this post. I was raised a very strict Jewish upbringing and I still am very strict but I've come to believe that Yeshua is the Messiah and that Abba wants us all to accept that before the end of either our lives or humanity as the rapture comes upon us. I hope you bring as many people as possible to Christ.

You've honestly helped to push me towards loving and admitting Yeshua is the Messiah.

May Abba bless you and your family.

Hi Mathilda!
I loved hearing from you so very much!
YES!! I cherished the time I had with my grandson! He is a mensch and the love of my life! Being a Grandmother is one of the best blessings The Lord bestows on us! I am so glad that you have found Yeshua! He will bless you richly my sister!
May Abba bless you and all of your family in all things!

is it real or is it a myth? i know Allah is real. I think Abba is just a Jew's way of saying Allah. Praise Allah.

I cried so hard when I read your post and I don't know why. I am a Christian but a flawed one. I swear, He speaks to me thru u sometimes. I found your page from tumblr. God bless you

Anonymous said...
is it real or is it a myth? i know Allah is real. I think Abba is just a Jew's way of saying Allah. Praise Allah.

Believe me it is real! Allah never arose from the dead and let people see Him and talk to Him. Jesus did. It wasn't Allah who healed my lung cancer it was the Lord God! He is coming soon, I pray you are ready. God Bless you!

Anonymous said...
I cried so hard when I read your post and I don't know why. I am a Christian but a flawed one. I swear, He speaks to me thru u sometimes. I found your page from tumblr. God bless you

Ahh that is the Holy Spirit. He is talking to you. Take it to Jesus. He will give you the answers and the peace you are seeking. We are all flawed and the Lord loves us in spite of it. God Bless your heart!

Anonymous said...
You inspire me.

God Bless you too!

Dear Kelekia1,

I am writing you today to let you know something grave. Six days ago, my Mother Mathilda Goleenstein passed away. She was 89 years old and a very lively woman and an amazing woman. She spoke of your page frequently and encouraged us to look at it in her quest to find Yeshua. We are Jewish but she found a faith of your Jesus in her last days and believed that He was the Messiah which Abba prophecized. She got hit by a car in Albany and her old little body could not recover. She died quickly and we doubt she was in much pain. Thru Yeshua, his teaching and your encouragement she found great peace and joy. She called you Kelekia, her gentile friend and I thought you'd want to know she loved talking with you and commenting on this site. Sorry to speak of such bad tidings. We were able to be with her just before she died and in her last moments she was saying a Hebrew prayer and said she could see Yaweh and Yeshua and in seconds after, she passed.

I have no doubt she went to heaven and her affirmation and faith in Abba and Yeshua opened my eyes. My name is Matthew and I want to thank you for making m mother's final months blessed ones.

May Abba bless you .

My Dearest Matthew,
I weep for the death of your sweet mother! I knew her only a short while and she became my sister in Yeshua. I cherished our friendship and conversations together. I will miss her dearly and look forward to seeing her someday in heaven! I know she is with Yaweh and Yeshua in heaven and I will rejoice in that!! May God richly bless you Matthew and your whole family! You will be in my prayers. I will never forget my precious Mathilda Goldstein my best Jewish friend and sister!

Kelekia, thank you for being a friend to my mother Mathilda. Today we are all on her little computer and we see how she enjoyed your fellowship. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. A sheynem dank (thank you very much)

Thank u for being a friend to my beloved Bubbe (grandmother). I know she is in heaven with Abbah and my Zayde. Your friendship and kindness to her was a mitzvah (good deed) and I thank you

Today is our final day of shiva for my grandmother and we as a family extend our grattude because you were one of the few who listened to her in her old age. You are a kind and good shikse and I believe it is Abbas work you do

Arella (Goldenstein) Hemowitz said...
Kelekia, thank you for being a friend to my mother Mathilda. Today we are all on her little computer and we see how she enjoyed your fellowship. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. A sheynem dank (thank you very much)

Dearest Arella,
Your mother was a warrior of God! She was precious to me and got me to seek out the Hebraic roots to my Christian faith. Yeshua was a Jew and it made sense to me after talking to her that I needed to study. I cannot begin to tell you how much I will miss her. She was my bright light! I consider her my cherished sister in Yeshua and I look forward to seeing her again someday. In Hawaiian we say A Hui Hou that means..."until we meet again" So Iwill say to my precious Mathilda Aloha...A Hui Hou! With love until we meet again!!!

Fran Goldenstein said...
Thank u for being a friend to my beloved Bubbe (grandmother). I know she is in heaven with Abbah and my Zayde. Your friendship and kindness to her was a mitzvah (good deed) and I thank you

Dearest Fran,
Being friends with Mathilda was an honor and a priviledge! She shared so much about her walk with Yaweh and it made me a better Christian. She had the favor of Yaweh and I can only believe in my heart that He wanted her to come home. She was very proud to be a good Jewish mother, grandmother and new follower of Yeshua HaMashiach the Blessed Messiah! May God Bless you and your family richly with His favor. You will all be in my prayers!

This is to comment from Oct 7th about "allah"

I spit on your "Allah" you commentor you are deceived and blind like all of your nebish siblings of Muslim faith. "Allah " is a made up entity by the sodomizing, child molesting, sadistic, evil, rapist, murderer and pure evil muhammad who was a psychopath and evil mad man.

Abba is the alpha and the omega. He is the one true God and even though I'm Jewish, I know Yeshua is truly his son. All you Muslims will roy in hell for believing muhammad the mad man and your made up "Allah" who only came into society in the second century because an evil farfalen, nebish, meshugina named Mohammad made him up so that he could get away with all the evil thugs he did. Muslim faith is NOT a religion of love, Islam is not love. It is evil, deceived herresy and mishegas.

There is no "Allah" there is only Abba and Yeshua

Abe Hemowitz said...
Today is our final day of shiva for my grandmother and we as a family extend our grattude because you were one of the few who listened to her in her old age. You are a kind and good shikse and I believe it is Abbas work you do

OCTOBER 14, 2010 11:50 AM
Dearest Abe,
It was my extreme pleasure to spend time with Mathilda. She was just as much a blessing to me. She had a loving heart and the best sense of humor. I weep because I will miss her so very much!!! You and all of your family will be in prayers. May Abba richly bless you all!

Thank u for being a friend to my beloved Bubbe (grandmother). I know she is in heaven with Abbah and my Zayde. Your friendship and kindness to her was a mitzvah (good deed) and I thank you

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